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Tony 2451

5th, may, 2020

time: 12:35 o'clock.]

the time I am trying to wrote these line is the midnight. Tomorrow is Tuesday, as anyone else, I also have to go to work. take my laptop to the department, where i have to deal with a mix with problem. Actually, if I call this is a problem, then I can be completely called as a betrayer. I sent my curriculum vitae to this company myself, Spent hall day with butterflies in my stomach, doubt myself that, how I am useless and unworthy with this world, with family. 

And, Unexpectedly. they gave me a chance. A position, which I have never been imagined. I Had to spend a lot of time to spend my mind on ease when receive the proposal about project management position. 

That look like a blowing-up in my mind, I definitely ensure that, this position is not quite important, but with a person like me, I am lack of experience in my own major. The only competitive benefit, which belongs to me is the top-notch degree from a high-end university. 

And what else, I know that, this is a chance, for experiences, for my memory, and for my skills. 

PS: anyway, I believe that, I can gain something. just need to put my mind on ease.